I have been having some pretty vivid nightmares that past year or so.Most frightening in the last couple of weeks.Finally decided I should start writing them down so I can remember them all, and somehow try to find a reason or meaning to way it's happening.
Night of November 4, 2010.
(dream)
I was sleeping in my bed at my apartment when I started hearing loud noises in the kitchen/walk in area. I tried to get up, as I was obviously in my REM sleep. I opened up my bedroom door slowly to see a boy from my volleyball class standing there with a knife. I punched him in the face and tried to scream, but nothing came out. He put me in a headlock as I pounded into his ribs with my elbows. Somehow he got away, and I called 911 immediately.
As I was coming out of the dream, I began hearing noises in my kitchen/walk in area. My heart stopped because it was just like the dream. I got up, walked around the apartment and finally went back to my room. Right when I was falling back to sleep my obnoxious Co2 alarm went off. The most terrifying beeps ever. But I got up, tried to turn it off, and walked into Reece's room. He wasn't waking up even with the god awful thing in the same room with him. It took me turning on the light and yelling his name for him to wake up.
Was he asphyxiated? Was I asphyxiated by the co2 before that dream woke me up? Would that alarm have woken me up? ....who really woke me up? What could this mean?
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